From the recording Retrospect
Lyrics
Weight of the world on my shoulders again
So I just have to pretend I’m
Doing ok I’m doing just fine
Or else I’ll lay in my bed and cry
For a very long time
Overwhelmed is an understatement
So I suck it up and just have fake to it
Pushing through but what happens
When I break
Hearing everything all at once
And seeing painfully obvious
Signs of hurt and pain and loss
I can taste the flames
I feel it in my finger tips
Why can’t I just skip this part
It ends up hurting my heart and
Oh oh oh oh
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore
Fighting the urge to run and hide
Can’t take what’s happening inside my brain
So I push it down til it bursts out
Then I’m aggravated and I end up shouting
In my pillow again
Overwhelmed is understatement
Do it to myself and I just hate that
I can’t feel fine for a minute
Seeing everything all at once and
Hearing painfully obvious
Signs of hurt and pain and loss
I can taste the flames
I feel it in my finger tips
Why can’t I just skip this part
It ends up hurting my heart and
Oh oh oh oh
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore
Seems no matter how far I run
From myself I end up catching up
When will things get easier
Feel like I’ve aged 20 years in one
Seeing everything all at once and
Hearing painfully obvious
Signs of hurt and pain and loss
I can taste the flames
I feel it in my finger tips
Why can’t I just skip this part
It ends up hurting my heart and
Oh oh oh oh
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore
Feel like this anymore
Feel like this anymore
Feel like this
Feel like this
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore
Feel like this anymore
Feel like this anymore
Feel like this
Feel like this
I don’t wanna feel like this anymore